I am Scared.

 It was the start of 2023.

Everything was much better than the last 2 years.

I felt like I could breathe.

I got rid of the pest. The sun is shining. The sky was pretty.

It was the start of 2023.

Everything was going well.

And suddenly I was afraid of death.

I thought about my family.

It was the mid part of 2023.

Everything was going well.

The pest came back, but I got rid of it pretty fast.

I was accepted into a university. 

I never thought it was going to happen.

I was still afraid of death.

I still thought about my family.

It was the end of 2023.

Everything was going alright.

The pest came once. I got rid of it once again, although scared.

I was still afraid of death.

I still thought about my family.

It was the start of 2024.

I fell sick.

My fear of death is getting more and more real.

I still thought about my family.

It is the mid part of 2024.

I got better.

I still think of death.

I am scared.

I am scared.

I am scared.

It's an emotion I can't get rid of.

I am scared.

I am scared.

I am scared.

I think of my family the entire time.